On Subscribers and subscriptions...

I hate seeing "Comment, subscribe, rate" pop ups on Youtube videos! That's why I don't use them in my videos, in the description, or on my blog. The way I see it, people are going rate and subscribe if they like the video, or rate it poorly if they don't. People are going to comment if they have a question or and actual comment. It bothers me a little bit, when I see these pop ups. Do I really need a reminder to do these things? I also hate it when people ask me to sub to them. I'll sub if I'm a viewer, simple as that. If I don't think I'll watch you, or if I find myself subscribed but I'm not watching you, then I'm not rating or commenting either. So I'm not giving you the support you deserve. The support that other people could give you. In this case I unsub, or not sub at all if the former is the case. I know very few people read this, but I needed to state it.

Today I was going to start my Dietary Cleanse...

But because I'm still sick I've decided it would be better to wait another week. Yesterday I did my second Chemical peel, this one for 2 min. My skin is significantly smoother and softer. As for my Cleanse... I've decided to do a month long dietary cleanse, in the healthiest way.... By eating a very high fiber diet, the only part of this cleanse that I'm worried about is that I've been dealing with anemia and hypoglycemia, while the hypoglycemia should be fine since that's sugar related, I fear I won't be getting enough protein or Iron, despite that fact that I'm on a Iron supplement. If I can't do the entire month then I will probably change my plan, otherwise I think I'll be fine. The week after my high fiber cleans I will be doing a liquid fast for one week. A liquid fast isn't like what people normally think of when they think of fasting. A liquid fast is basically a liquid diet, which is much easier to digest than solid food. This is to let my body rest after such an extensive fiber cleanse. I will be posting more on this in the following weeks.

I have also sort of made a promise to Rachel, the youtuber TheRakel749, that I would be sort of doing a dieting/health series alongside hers to keep her company and give her support in her journey as well as mine.

Ebay Sellers Christmas 2010

Product-seller

20 Kinds of Blooming Flower Tea - artistictea

Moonbasa Mesh Lace Underwire Balconette Shaping Bra(The rose gold charm bracelet was included in this!!) - moonbasa.usa

Virgin Mary 24in 14k gold Catholic Rosary - jewelrysupplyny

Gothic Long Victorian Fishtail black skirt - momoecp

Purederm Eye Pads Collagen - jjmarket81

Skin whitening bleaching cream - beverlyhillsskinproducts

Ruby Pink UW Bra - lindy*13

Lactic Acid skin peel - skinbeautysolutions

Black lace Gloves - wwally24

Shiseido - toquepala

Lunar Barbados Demi Whimsy Bra - lindy*13

Frederick's of Hollywood Deep U-plunge Bra - druslane

Victorian style blue choker cameo - jewelryforu8897

Black corset with skirt - qqlove2009

I hope everyone had a great holiday!! Update!

I will be posting a blog on all of the things I received and some of the things I'm giving before I send them, but that will have to wait until I get back home. Currently I'm at my parent's house, enjoying a lovely WARM holiday with them! It's like 50 degrees Fahrenheit!!! That's SUPER warm for Colorado. I've also ordered some cosmetics from Elf... a brand that I've never tried... so I'm pretty excited about that. I'm thinking about getting a standing mirror for tutorials, which I'll probably get. I also ordered some skincare products, including a Lactic Acid chemical peel kit, which I think will be really interesting if my skin can tolerate it. I'll also be posting a blog on what I've learned about chemical peels. I hope I can get a better web cam program so I can start making videos again.

I would love to hear what everyone got for their holiday an/or what you got others! Please give me some ideas for next year!!!! ;P

Narcolepsy...

I just posted a video I made for my Psychology Class... so I figured I'd write about what I learned. I originally wanted to do a video on SUNDS, or Sudden Unexpected Nocturnal Death Syndrome. There just simply wasn't enough information on it... like whether or not it occurred in REM or Non-REM; basically like Nightmares, or Night Terrors.... So instead I interviewed my Roommate Nicolas Craft, who is a Narcoleptic. The Interview was conducted by Ashley King. HUGE thanks to both of them!!!! I actually got all of the footage I needed in about 4 takes, so that was amazing... they were AMAZING on camera. Ashley brought A LOT of much needed humor to the film. So I'm pretty happy with the film overall... The film was shot with a crew of four people, including myself!!! And this film was accomplished in EXACTLY 24 hours!!! Haha maybe I should do Insomnia Film Fest!!!

Narcolepsy is a neurological sleep disorder affecting 1 in every 2000 Americans... and nearly 3 million people around the world. (That was taken directly from Wikipedia, btw...)

Automatic Behavior is very similar to Sleepwalking...

Hypnagogia: A state of transition to wakefulness. Symptoms include sleep paralysis, hallucinations, and lucid dreaming, to name a few.

Cataplexy is a sudden weakening of the muscles, sometimes brought on by strong emotions.

Narcolepsy

JapanofileRob374...

I have to say thank you so much, for the shout out and the continued support! I appreciate it so deeply! I wish you the best, and will never forget your kindness!

Subscriptions....

On youtube, I have 6 subscribers.... which I'm fine with only having six subscribers, because I'd rather have six subs that watch my videos and comment, instead of 100 subs that never watch my vids...
Here's the funny thing.... most of my subs are guys, sure most of them are real life friends, but still.... its kinda a beauty channel... kinda... lolz

My problem is that I need more personality in my vids.... idk if I can do that though....
I have gotten significantly more comfortable with myself and being in front of a camera, though I never thought that I'd be camera shy....

Videos... YouTube

So I'm feeling a lot better, my depressive phase has passed. I'll be returning to my youtube video posting tomorrow. Actually I posted a quick one tonight... lolz

What Videos to expect...
Drugstore Haul
New makeup looks/tutorials(yes actual tutorials!)
Vlogs
Early Halloween makeup tutorials/looks
Reviews