I'm PISSED!!! SOS

I can't follow my math teacher, can't change classes, I've gotten a tutor, but if I can't explain what I need help with... I'm so frustrated right now...

I can't follow my math teacher because he SUCKS!!! He hasn't taught in 8 years and jumps around all over the place!!! EVERYONE in class is confused and I'm fine with the homework, even though he assigns homework that isn't even relevant to the lecture, but later in the semester I'm not going to understand a thing!!! HE WASN'T EVEN SUPPOSE TO BE THE ONE TEACHING THE CLASS!!!! I understand that situations come up where a teacher won't be able to do a class, but at least give us a heads up. The only other classes are: 2 at 9am M/W or T/TH... which I can't make because I don't have a ride... Why don't I have a ride? Because Stephen is a FUCKING LAZY ASSHOLE!!!! He refuses to get up that early so I have to be stuck with a teacher that can't teach me.... There is one other class, M/W at 6:00-8:00pm... Which means I wouldn't have time to do homework and its expensive... 4-5 dollars to and from. Weekly that would be... 21 dollars a week that I don't have... Plus it makes getting a job even harder, because I won't be available for nights... I'd need a job to be able to pay the $21 a week...

I don't think a tutor is what I need... I need a better teacher...

I need a car, I need a Job to get a car, I need a job to pay for rent, otherwise I'll be homeless come May.... I feel like I have to choose between work and school... Neither of which I can do.... I can't handle this pressure.... I need time... Which no one will give me.... I need money..... I have no solutions so if anyone does, please leave a comment....

I really need to be looking for a job...

Otherwise, come May, I'll be homeless. Probably... I can't stay with my parents, the house is too bad for that and the ceiling is caving in over my bed. I guess I have a lot on my mind, but I really can't devote any emotion or time to thinking about that right now. I'm just not capable enough for that. I'll probably try and live with Juan, but I need a job to do so. Things are fine with my boyfriend and I, but the house in which we live, it's roof needs replacing. Seems like everyone's house needs a new roof. At least this will make me start saving money! I need a car and the ability to drive it too...

Update

I didn't get the job, but I've heard that October is the Month for Jobs in Colorado! So I'm still hopeful. I didn't get the job because there was a mix up with the database and it put me down as being available anytime. So I wasn't available enough for them. Its annoying, but it happens. I'm kinda glad though... I knew after the first interview that if I got this job, I wouldn't be with the company for long. Its just too stressful of a job for me. Too fast pace, especially when I don't have ANY experience as a cashier... So be it.

Yay Job Interview!!!

Okay so yesterday I received a call from Walmart... and on Monday I have an interview. I have no idea if I'll get the job, because of my hours. But I really hope I do and everything works out well.

School...

Next week is my first official week of college... I'm not excited, but I'm not nervous either. Last year, my senior year, I was doing college courses, so I'm already kind of used to it. This semester I will be taking 16 credits. I was doing two classes this summer; I passed both! Yay! I'm so glad. I'm trying to get a job... hoping everything goes well... Hoping to move in with a friend; the rent is 400... its a good place and I can get almost everywhere pretty easily, so I really hope I get this job! My classes and books I don't have to pay for, thanks to financial aid... I would truly be lost without it!!!!